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对不起
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原来 很多事情只是一个过程
事情过了 事物变了 从前的回忆变成永远了
昨天，自责，自己
星期五了，真的好快哦 昨天，自责，自己 有时真的觉得女人就是那样的动物， 再自责，我自己 我的小小宝贝小美子。 难道，女生这是这样么？ 忙碌，整天。
再见了，2007的黑夜彩虹
转眼日子已践踏在2008的路程咯 觉得吗？新的一年到来时我们总喜欢会回温往年做了些什么，没做些什么... 当然，我们会从中发现我们快乐或自豪的事情；也有悲伤和失败的可悲 回温07的自己... 糟糕-80% 然而最不可思议的事是... 2008，我已知道自己要做些什么了~
我的小小宝贝美子,my babe meizi~mama lOve u fOrever
大家都要幸福哦~
每日心灵鸡汤： 一个15岁的女孩曾经问我：“我该怎么做，才能过充实的生活？”我的答案很简单， 意识到自己的存在就是最大的幸福。
22.生日 刚过了自己的22岁生日 又老了一岁咯。 也醒悟， 年少不再，已是成年。 忽然对这个数目很在意 不是多少的问题， 而是生活每一个脚步的问题 长得越大，每走一步都小心翼翼，害怕自己错误的决定 以前的大步迈向，不管生死的日子，真的在岁月里消失了 很没有用吧~才22而已啊~呵呵 所以自己给自己在生日许下了承诺，我要找回以前不管三七二十一的勇敢 爸爸告诉我， 年轻是我们的筹码，输并不可怕，因为我们还年轻。 一路的跌跌撞撞，就会是我们日后的人生经验 我也明白，害怕和想太多也只是成功的绊脚石 但是毕竟，现实的生活，还是夹杂了不少的担忧 22岁的生日，这次的生日比往年来得热闹 回到家乡，看到每一张熟悉的脸孔，也仿佛回到从前。 谢谢咪咪,宝贝和师傅的晚饭， 所有朋友的祝福还有礼物， 谢谢宝贝，你的用心，真的很感动，谢谢。 然而，真正要谢谢的，还是妈妈大人。 妈，谢谢你冒着生命危险诞生了1007的宝宝。 迈入22岁的日子里， 不知为何，生死这个念头在脑海起伏很大。 看了好几本生死的书籍，然而我还是执著的接受不了 可能还有好多的东西还没有做吧~ 还有梦也还没圆呢。 很多的事，我还没下决定 很多的事，我也还没有做 很多的话，我也还没有说 但我明白，当要走的时候，时间是没有通融的。 相信，23岁的时候，我不会再说这样的话了 朋友们，我们一起加油好吗？  My Hagan Daze Birthday cake~YummY ^^  Birthday dinner @ Iketeru, Hilton KL
I Love O.D.M. Thankz baobei for the present.
每日心灵鸡汤：爱是不会老的，它留着的是永恒的火焰与不灭的光辉，世界的存在，就以它为养料。 -左拉- 爱已不再 你也不再
执著了两年的爱情
换来的却是心力焦瘁 你不知道，从你口里说出话有多么的伤人 你也不知道，你的一甩，不是疼了我的身体，而是摔碎我的心 Two years of persistent in love
Resulting only in pain and hurt You don’t know how much it hurts The words that came out from your mouth Scars my heart You don’t know that its not physical It’s a matter of heart 爱一个人不是对她说我爱你那么简单的，
而在于爱的尊重 爱的持久。 Love is not as simple as saying I LOVE YOU
Its’ learning to respect for an everlasting love 要碎的 碎了
要痛的 痛了 泪流的 也没有用了 我们的爱情 究竟怎么了 I was hurt and I felt the pain
Knowing that my tears for you means nothing What’s wrong with our love? 我真的很累 很累
你知道吗？ I’m really very tired.
我的眼泪不只是烫热了脸蛋 也烫伤了我的心
你是我唯一爱得失去尊严和自己的一个人
爱你之后 我变得如此卑微 你的一通电话 我可以抛下所有东西奔驰着车子去接你 你的一个埋怨 我可以做所有迁就你的事情 甚至自己 也给忘了 可以做的 我都做了 可以放弃的 我也放了 甚至我自己 也遗忘了 You are the one,
Who made me lost my dignity I even lost my personality I became so humble. Just one call from you， I throw everything and speed along to pick you up. Your worries become mine, As I find the perfect way out, Forgetting myself, abandoning myself. Because of you, I give up on lots of things And forget who I am. 我真的不懂如何再去爱你了
现在的我 真的好想好好爱自己 I really don’t know how to love you again
Now, I just wish I could pamper myself much more 爱已不再 你也不再
最怀念的 还是当初的你 还有那份还没有延续的浪漫 There’s no longer love, you too.
 在gly的专栏看见一篇名为《懂得爱，也要懂得离开!》的文章
其实，谁都知道，
一个值得爱的人并不是很容易找到的，
有时候穷极一生也未必能够如愿，每个人都在反反复复的重复这个过程。
找的历程充满了艰辛，
会有烦恼，会有忧愁，会有彷徨，
会有失落，但千万不要让自己和对方受伤。
感情的伤害很难痊愈，
就算创口愈合也会留下一个醒目的疤，
在过后的漫长岁月里，一旦碰到阴风寒雨，
心灵深处都会感觉到撕心裂肺的痛。
真正懂爱的人是不会让别人受伤的，
不管这个人是不是他的最爱。
可惜，并不是所有的人都一样的善良。
来不及
有些事，迟了会来不及... Often, we miss out a lot of things in life because time passes by more quickly than we thought. 遇到对的事，对的人 When the right thing or person come along at the right time, we should grab it and appreciate it.
明天后 The day after tomorrow...
完美的理由
昨晚在他的手机找到一些蛮好笑的东西
男人与女人的脑袋结构真的是这样的吗？ I found something funny in Akira’s cell phone last night. The difference structure of men’s and women’s brain – are they really like this?
男人也许是这样吧~ For men, perhaps because the largest part of their brain probably just think of sex. 我们又吵架了，我真的不明白~ We always argue – sometimes I really don’t understand. Hey fella, you are not a child anymore, can’t you just act mature? 尊重私人权利真的是很重要的 Respecting one’s rights is very important for everyone. 我讨厌 The things I hate. 我喜欢
-认真，幽默的人 -拽和真。不喜欢就说不喜欢，不必背后打小报告。 -接受他人的异别，还有他人的弱点。 -尊重他人的私人还有生活方式 -读书，听歌，写诗的人（也许已是像恐龙般灭绝了） -不怕死，不怕痛的人 -还有很多很多... The things I like
-- Serious and humorous person -- True and honest. Just tell me if u not happy with this but not report to others -- Accept the differences and weaknesses from others. -- Respect for other people's private life. -- People who like reading, music and also poems -- Fearless of death or pain -- There are alot more things that I like… 我知道，世界上没有十全十美的人
但是，我深信，接受与尊重。 是唯一让不完美变成完美的理由。 I know there are no perfect people in the world.
However, I am sure that only acceptance and respect will be the only answers in making the imperfection become perfect.  你们都是我的爱
昨天哭了，却不懂为何
蕾，我拿你送我的粉红ikea擦去滑落在脸庞的泪珠 但是它不吸水，结果眼泪还是一样的多 有时真的很失望 为何我的心还可以容纳那么多的失望，还不到绝望 有时真的觉得自己在演一场想独角戏
在乎他人太多，忽略自己, 然而，也伤了自己 开始收拾一点一滴
这个星期末就要搬咯~ 找到很多朋友寄来的信件还有礼物 朋友啊！我一直没机会告诉你们，我真的很感谢你们 从扶持到帮忙，你们都没有半句怨言 好像啊芊，双双，小珊，大珊，蕾，宁，虹，雪萍，美宝，猪油王子，大包... hydo~看回你给我做的圣诞卡，真的好感动，仿佛那是一年紫色圣诞... 还有阿芊给我做的卡片还有信件，你知道吗？当我垂头伤气的时候，它们都是我的复活灵丹 还有很多的礼物，让我足于活在自己的童话世界里... 你们知道吗？你们所为我做过的一切，早已胜过男朋友了 然而这份感谢，从来我不懂得如何报答 除了谢谢，还是谢谢 我会记得你们的好 也会记得我们的友谊 细水长流， 永远永远， 你们都是我的爱 为了你们！ 我会加油的！ 我一定会'阔'出去 约定好了，我们一起加油！  Yesterday, I found myself crying for no reason at all.
The pink IKEA bear which Raei gave me, I held on to it as I wiped my tears. But more tears drop on my face. Sometimes, I really feel disappointed inside. I’m planning to shift this weekend and have started to pack all the things into a box.
And I found a lot of letters, cards and presents which my friends have sent to be before. Dear my friend… Do you all know that I never have the opportunity to tell you: Thanks a lot. Like Qian, Amanda, Small San, Sansan, Angeline, Mimi, Gina, Sifu, Ah-mi, Piggy King and a lot more… You guys have done everything for me and everything more than a boyfriend would. Dear my friend…
I’ll love you guys until breath is taken away from my body. This I promise you guys, really. I love you guys! Because of you guys, I’ll keep moving to find my night rainbow.
Let’s move on together to find our dreams.  thankz U guyz for the flower~ Thankz ooo :> i reli love it much~
start to packing everything =.= buzy neh~
Qian~thankz for the mOoncake~ muacxxx~
And u mUst take good care for Ur body toO~
六个周末
凉着的衣服，我忘了收，就像你的倩影，一直飘浮在我的思绪 I was no update my blog since Angeline was leaving... Let review what i had did for the pass few weeks... Week 1 Angeline飞咯 一年，很快会过去吧 The 1st week was feeling down because she gonna leaving... One year is quite short... The last farewell party for angeline at 96 Bistro
还沉睡在黑暗中
雨，一直一直下，像我对你的思念，不曾间断
Weeks 3 知道Angeline的日子过的好好呢，心，有种莫名的快乐 :> Felt happy to know how Angeline's life in finland...It great, make me jelous tim...I also wanner goooo....
Weeks 4 很忙很忙
smile smile lah~I treat you eat wor... Weeks 5 哈哈！面试成功了！但是，却一点也不高兴
记忆已模糊了~开始忘记的...只记得，很忙很忙记忆已模糊了~ 记得与不记得的，都随风去吧~
sugimoto
Yesterday after work, about 9sumthing had went to sri hastamas dinner wid akira...Is a japanese restorant called sugimoto. Even the restorant is not so big, but the envoriment is quite nice... Beside, the food is looking good and taste nice...
my japanese hot pot set
My lovely salmon sashimi ~ long long time didt eat liao~ *YummY* Akira order a beef dinner set
And this so called spider roll sushi *yummy* After meal...I totally full until cant walk liao...really so full ooo...but the food reli nice mah * YUMMY* cham liao~i forgot i wanner diet tim X.x .... The perfect PD trip
Went to PD with mimi, angeline and gina last last last week...( hmm...i ald forgot when we go tim=p ) I think PD it's not up to my standard yet ,cos the water and envoriment is quite dirty....But then i believe that our friendship had change the imperfect become perfect, and finally we had left alot of happy foot step there...
Around 12 sumthing we had reach...
brought ice-cream from a aunty~
my body painting model~whu1 else interest for this ?
mimi & me
鼠妈寻仔...I'm hamster mama~ Baby...where u now? <T.T my baby hamster still UNFOUND>
Deng Deng Deng Deng! New 'Distrubia' poster~ Actor : Angline
My drawing on the sand.... I wish that next time we can go pulau perhentian ooo~& i wish zun and raei will join us too~ keke^-^ Thankz for ZUN
Thousand thankz to zun, and the most touching is u have send me the supper and CD... MUacksss~ I have listen to the CD,and it really helpful to make me fall asleep~hehe
the supper wid milk candy, i finish d...U 'xing mok' lah~haha
Bach Instrument CD, It reli helpful to fall asleep... Thousand thankz to zun~ MUACksss~ I won't will forget what u have done for me and i'll remember what i had promiss you~ F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P. F.O.R.E.V.E.R. Angeline farewell
Today was angeline last day of work, we organized a so call 'beach party' in the offcie during working hours... Anyway,we have achieved our purpose which is giving a memorable party for her...
TOP: from left,kenny, jerry, wai loon and adrian BOTTOM: from left,me, angeline and ck
Oooo~sumthing fly over the sky =.=... haha, crazy gang pretending...But then thankz for jerry drawing the coconut tree and beach at the wall, It really shoot the mood
working place Today should be 20weeks anniversery wid 'sum1'...I was dream about 'sum1' yesterday...And i have remember what he was told me inside the dream...Dear,izzit? I really worry about you, what was happend? Did you know, you are the only reason which take my smile away...It rains often,izzit becos you missing me?
Thank you Raei, Wan Chin and San san for your concern. It was very touching and obviously meaningful.I really appreciated what you guys have done for me. My dearest friends~ dont worry about me. i know what am i doing and i will stand up soon...and i will always remember your words deep in my heart...Thankz....(*hug*)
At night, we have a farewell party for angeline...It's definately a crazy night for all of us,we have a lot of fun...
I did't drunk...only wid a red tomato face~
Angeline get high d....haha :D
Createam showing their tattoo~Yerrr,adrian drunk ald lah,how come u showing wrong side geh~LULU act so cool also no point =.= Darling Angeline,wish that it is an unforgetable night for you and hope u'r happy and enjoy what we have tried to do and plann for you... I found treasure in ixtive. Its U and Mimi Getting down
There was alot of bad things happend recently... i was unable to smile,it feels so heavy... Till now, my baby hamster is still missing UNFOUND...That day i dream about it came back home... i can feel the sound from the wheel that he used to play in the cage... the feeling was so real...but than it was all dream... when i woke up, i realise there were ntg inside the cage... Yesterday night, when i watching tv in the living room, suddenly i heard some noise from the wheel... Beside that,my dearest angeline will be leaving our office soon...
hehe~sorry ar baobei dear...i tot wanner kiss you lips geh, but then make ur lips injurt liao wor... Rain alot recently,r you missing me? Thankz zun alot,you have alwayz help me to slove my problems...Thousand thankz here...really feel lucky to having you in my life, you are the 1 whu alway helping me no matter how troublesome it is...Sumtimes I felt guilty for treating you so badly, cos i have never share any good thing wid you, but only giv u trouble...
Thank zun- Friendship forever-
Angeline,mimi and kiyo - where gina? To all my dearest fren...
BEST FRIEND FOREVER... Thankz for you guyz to bright up my life...
And there is too many unhappy things more if i wanner to talk about... dun wanner talk about that liao...Jz let it be... 太爱了，所以我，没有哭，没有说... Baby Missing With a sad morning cos i found that my baby hamster had missing
Before that, i tot he had hide inside the handcachief..but then, when i take out the handcachief i jz realise
MY BABY GONE!!!
I tried to found in the living room, kitchen and also bed room...but ntg i get... T.T
It suppose a 'BLACK SATUARDAY' for me...cos when i awake, i'm getting fever and stomachache d.... After that, i found that my hamster was gone... T.T why...why so bad luck geh... Summore, recently i had faced alot of problem...Why? Why all those unhappy thing when happend at a same time? So tired...So tired...So tired...So tired...So tired...So tired...So tired...So tired...So tired...So tired...So tired... So tired...So tired...So tired...So tired...So tired...So tired...So tired...So tired...So tired...So tired...Soooooooooooooooo tired... miss sum where, sum1 and sumthing.... Thank b
hehe...when i saw the pink bear bear,have read back alot of memories about us... 有人听到吗？
There were no need a sweet voice for a nice song 回忆乃悠长你的消息太突然了
真的有好多的不知所措 忽然 有好多我们的回忆不停的在脑海里盘旋 我看见好多好多以前的我们 多么感谢当天你让我恨你
才有今天的我自己 你的离开，让我真正的领悟 想念的味道 失去的痛苦 还有珍惜的可贵 远方的你快乐
这里的我也会幸福 就这样，我们带着彼此的祝福 好好的过 无奈 我们现在的距离是如此的遥远 你的微笑，曾经对我是那么的靠近 如昔，一切已全非 然而，回忆乃悠长 风筝与线线 用尽力气抓着的风筝飞走了 我明白， 离开线的风筝 看着你影子的离去 飞走了的风筝 也让你 -------------------------- 风筝 用尽力气挣扎一条线 我知道， 线系的太紧了，风筝呼吸不了 线不会明白风筝需要的蓝天 我回头看着你的离开 带着轻微的身躯 飞走了的风筝 我是爱你的 颓废网络流行一篇故事已久
故事的内容在我脑海已模糊 我只记得，那是一篇感人的故事 还有一句感人的话 ‘叶子的离开，是因为风的追求，还是树的不挽留’ 我问自己，
要当故事里的那个角色 我不想当树， 不想当叶子， 也不想当风 不想是一棵树，
因为在这世界里，除了爱情， 还有好多好多是值得我们去珍惜的 因为我还有梦，还有许多还在追逐的梦 不想当一片叶子，
不想就这么依赖一个人， 不想别人的存在变成自己的生命， 也不想自己的呼吸，变成了他人的包袱 我也不想当风，
虽然渴望风的自由， 但是，风累了， 没有停歇的港湾 我不懂，我要当什么
然而，如果由我来改篇这个故事的话
我不懂我的角色 但是， 我知道你就是那片叶子 一片不属于我的叶子
我只能 默默，看着， 叶子，飘走 不是我不挽留， 而是我留不住 你的美,我追不了
我的颓废,也许也是另一种美  世界末日我不怕世界末日的来临， 今天，我明白了... 我听到了 我从她眼睛里看得出她的无奈 我无言... 我只告诉她 如果，下一刻就是世界末日 我不需要拥抱 要记得，我的躯体已离开 寂寞的花蝴蝶我为蝴蝶画上美丽的衣裳
但是，我却没有给它一片蓝色的天空 没有翠绿的草原， 没有茂密的花园， 只有一片荒凉的夜晚
还有， 一片的寂寞...
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